Motivation

Okay so I would like to thank Steph Galvin for prompting me to write this post because of her post. Oh yea read her blog! Way better than the inherent ramblings of mine! lol Read it!

Anyways I was talking with my friend today and she said those three simple words that I hate to hear...I...Love...You. If you arent my girlfriend, parents, siblings, family, or my best of friends... I dont want to hear it. If you are a girl that I am going after and you tell me you love me as a friend it will not get a great response from me. I guess this is mainly because I have a conditioned response now to when girls/women say that because of my lack of success, so to say. My condition response is just to say Uh Huh whenever it is said to me. It is proof that I have changed personally from a few years ago when this kind of thing came up.  I may have shrugged it off or have replied back with an I love you too a few years ago.



Any ways i think it is interesting how small things like this can have such a major impact in your life. im sure if my roommate was here while I was writing this he would spout out some random thing that he learned, in his time of having no life, about how life is an accumulation of all of the events you experience and there is no real change, only how we perceive our interactions. I understand why people put up walls and barriers in relationships with their friends, family and loved/like ones. On a lighter note, I don't mind the change that has occurred within me to much, besides my ambition to succeed. My friends have said that I am somewhat of an asshole now, you are welcome ladies lol, but I am like a nice kinda asshole....wait, what?!! I know, It made no sense to me either until one of my friends finally explained it. She basically said that I said mean things but in a way that made you laugh; I was apparently nice enough to make people still like me.  Yay Me!!!

Anywho! I think everyone should take a long hard look at what has happened to them in their life and realize how they got to where you are. Let you Haters Hate and revel in the person that is YOU.


POGS

Ring Ring

 

Me me me me me me me me me me... okay so I have not really written a post about me that didn't somehow end up on another rant about nothing. So basically all I can say is that this is mainly…probably…more than likely end up in a rant about my topic. That topic is…(drums please) you people and your bullshit when it comes to being “friends” and the crap that is the social networking friendship.

Okay so first of all I have a very infectious personality, or so I am told, but my personality does not seem to make what most would consider lasting relationships. They could possibly be long lasting friendships, mainly because my brain gets bored doing just one thing for very long, but it seems that people today don’t want to put in the work for much of anything. A life lesson that I have learned from the older people in my life as I grew up was, “Don’t ever intentionally burn bridges, because you will never know when you may need to cross them.” If you are looking for a more intuitive life approach I suggest reading my friend Sarah Ann Weavers blog. Any ways, and of course I got off topic again, I find it completely B O L O G N A that people have the nerve to say that you never talk or call them in the day and age we have. If you have a Facebook it is simple to stop by a page and post saying hi or how are you. It is even easier to contact someone if you have a mobile device with txt messaging capabilities. It only slightly makes me angry when people stop talking to you because life gets too “busy” or whatever. I know me and I have a problem opening up to people and I know it can be an issue, but if I don’t constantly share every grimy and personal detail of my life doesn’t mean you can’t talk to me when were in a different proximity. Oh and another thing which is a bit of my own and ancient good advice… NEVER EVER EVER!!! Leave your friends behind for someone you are dating! It is dumb and stupid of you to break ties to longer relationships than the person you are getting it on with at the moment.  

OMG one of the truest songs ever written and sung beautifully/ horribly! 

Peace Out Girl Scouts 

NCAA and Sports

Okay so having a few NCAA athletes in my family I think that there are a few minor....i mean big issues with the way they approach Education vs Sports. The purpose of the NCAA is to be a governing body for student athletes. Right? Or are they just a big organization created to take advantage of the massive amounts of money that a students love for their alma mater will spend to see their schools sports prosper? Eh, I don't really know but I do know that it dosent seem like they are very catering to the athletes who are not going pro and are not looking to just get a degree and get out. What is the point of going to college athlete of not if the education of that athlete does not validate college sports?

I don't really know what else to write about so in light of a short post I will now post a video to make you laugh

Still pretty short I know but my anger has subsided during the course of this written rant. I still think that there are things that can be fixed but it will always be a broken system. There needs to however be a shift into the student part of a student athlete.

POGS

Made in ?????

I don't understand the concept of transporting not only originally Made in America things and jobs to the middle east and China. We claim that America is a land of power and of opportunity; but it is looking like the opportunity will come to you if you don't leave your country. If I call a computer company I am greeted by the reassuring voice of an american machine voice, and then abruptly put on hold and transferred half way across the world to a call center in India with a person who has just completed a course in English ( insert frustration and anger). Now big businesses and organizations look to save a few pennies/dollars on every product they make, not to break even, but to raise their bottom line. It is more cost effective to have things made at a quarter the price in china and then shipped over to a distribution warehouse and then just shipped to the store and bought by you. Yay supply chain!!!

No offense to small business owners and those even better off, but if you are netting over $250,000 a year after you have paid for business expenses and everything $1,000 isn't really that big of a deal. Go back to your college days ( those of you that didn't have daddy/mommies money) remember how that deal for 5 bucks was where you would eat that day, keeping change to save up for certain things, carpooling to save gas, walking places/ waiting for college club night. Money use to be spent wisely and now a drop in your bucket throws you for a loop. Poor people are Democrats and when they start making money they become Republicans lol...true trend. Those who have no money say help me help me, and those who have money say i want to keep my money.  Capitalism is great and so is the Free Market economy! 

CONGRESS DO YOUR JOBS DAMMIT!!! For the people not for some people.

Peace out girl scouts   

Boys in Blue

Fuck the Police!

Oh wait im shot someone call 911! 

Who did this? 

The family wants answers  

Fuck the police! 

yall are always around when we don't want you

yall are never around when we need you

Fuck the police 

Wait...what? 

I need you and appreciate you 

I can't even begin to imagine what it is like being a police officer every day. Knowing that any day some punk with a gun can end your life and hurt your family because the don't want a ticket. I can't imagine what it is like to catch someone, send them to jail and then watch there money and a technicality get them out of a sentence. I just cannot fathom being on the hit list for people who are breaking the law. But police profile and that should be illegal...Wait stereotypes are wrong as well, but they are based on truths as well. I would rather them stereotype and profile ( if its cross cultural and based on more than skin tone and car type) than not and let something potentially deadly slip by. I know I know its not a perfect system and I want white people to not be afraid of black, Muslims, middle-easterners, and all minorities ( to include social outcasts) that arent trying to fit into the majorities mold of a proper citizen. To protect and serve is what they are here to do and as citizens we can help them accomplish this. I am not backing dirty cops at all in this post just FYI....I hope you all get caught and rot in jail as well.  5-0 Love boo boo! Need you always around in this lovely love hate relationship that goes on everyday.


Peace Out Girl Scouts