Godly view

Alright so there isn't an actual reason for me to be tying other than its 4 am and I just need to get something off my chest so that I can wake up the next morning and put a happy face on and get job #1 LIFE out of the way! I dunno i sometime wonder how much happier my life would have been if I had been aborted and or ended up passing in my younger years when non of the pitfalls of life were constantly in waiting to trip me up and open up allowing to plummet to my inevitable doom. I know this isnt a very happy and or funny segment but I guess everyone has to have their down moments in this Chronology called life! EH FUCK IT! Im not going to life if I thought about how my life might be easier at least for a brief instance. To take away all of the pains of the world at large and universe at home, and know that it would all be over for you in the next millisecond. Why are humans put on this planet to endure such hardships and cruelties. A few religious people would say that god has a plan.

This is pretty much how I view GOD'S daily activities



with maybe a few more thousand televisions...

Life Without College

I am hounded every year by the Student Loan Police, I have multiple part-time jobs, and I have an amazing resume. So then why am I so unhappy with my graduation from a 4 year university? I am super unemployed with a mountain of debt and no clear look at the future being any brighter. If i had started working right after high school I wouldnt have all 3/4th's of this debt! I would have a job and have been working there for 7 years and with my initiative probably have moved up once or twice. Now after 7 years, 2 schools, hundreds of friends, 10+ part time jobs, 2 fulltime jobs, 5 years of rent payment, and 3 years of car insurance payments, I still sit here with no experience in the things that most college kids face coming out of school.

All I want is a job that can get me out of debt before I am 70!

Honestly I should feel lucky there are some people who have 20-30 thousand dollars more college debt than me!

So why do we get the college experience? Why do we shovel out a ton of money with no guarantee of a return?